"Everything's changing....

when I turn around, all out of my control, I'm mobile."

Oh my, am at at a crossroads in my life. The new year is going to be so exciting, starting with Obama's inauguration tomorrow into the White House. Honestly, I think Obama and our success as a country is the least of my worries. Graduation is looming and while I am soooo ready to move to the next chapter of my life, but at the same time I am scared of all of the changes that are about to take place.

Moving to NYC. Maybe the single most important step ever. It's been in the works for years and now it is finally come to fruition. I have a great internship with an event planning firm and the go-ahead from the parents to look at apartments, but I am overwhelmed. So many anxieties... Will I fail like I did the first time? Will I love what I'm doing? Will I make friends? ... It is exhausting.

I don't have room for more worries, but one of my best friends is leaving to go abroad in a few days and I am just not ready. He is such an important part of my collegiate life and I love him. I will miss him. Enough said. End of story.